I can't imagine....

Well, I am at a loss for words for the first time in...well....forever! No words can express my feelings. I feel empty most of the time, but do not share that with people around me. Mom is grieving too, she doesn't need to console me. My friends have never lost a parent, so it is hard to explain the way I feel. I miss my Dad, I think that I want to hear him say, "I love you too Bomo" just one more time, but even that wouldn't be enough. Thousands of more times would not even be enough. I will hear it again, in my dreams, or when God calls for me, and I will hug my Daddy;s neck and tell him how very much I love him and have missed him. Not one hour goes by yet that he does not enter my mind. I cannot imagine ever not thinking about him. They say time heals all wounds, it's not true, you just learn how to cope with your wounds in time. This wound will never heal. Some people say, "I can't imagine losing my Dad", well, I can't imagine it either, because it is real. Theres my loss for words writing. Good thing I am at a loss for words, huh? Thank you all for your continued support, I think the words others say are the best medicine. Take care of yourselves,